well I find your explanation very near to my own 'longest time' in chastity.If it is of any help,try to simply accept that you are in chastity and ,-as I did,-set your release hopes aside,even extending your time well past the return of your mother to her house.As I spent 2 months locked away,my madam has told me that the minimum will be 3 months without release next time,and I know I will prepare mentally for even longer,as I know this will help in the long haul to come.My madam is pleased with my attitude,and says she will ask me every week once my chastity period is up,'can you manage another week?'Of course,this is where it gets REALLY difficult,as the opportunity will be there for me to have the craved for relief,yet I will please madam no end by remaining voluntarily in my chastised state.And remember,there is no change in the regular oral duties I perform at her whim,so the temptation is SO overwhelming at times to ask for release...even as far as actually being unlocked,and,somehow after a half hour of being teased and stroked,sinking into submission again to her will,and asking to be put back into the cb3000 as I could manage a little longer....THAT is the attitude to take for you to achieve your long-term lockaway...the best of luck to you.